Dear Alyssa, 

Every little thing you said was so right, it comforted me like you have no idea, thank you! And i found out he goes there every year, i was so glad to know that because that way i know i’d always find him there. The thing is, I don’t think my family wants to go there the next summer because we’re always changing! We don’t like to spend vacations in the same places. Not in a year so close to another year, you know what I mean? And yes, i think that’s what’s been happening the most, i’ve been feel so much pain like I never did because i guess i’m terrified of something that hasn’t happened yet and it’s not healthy. I’m suffering for anticipation and i guess i’m afraid that somebody actually wants to be with me. It’s a bit of everything and everything is so much, truth to be told.

PS: When i found out you runned this blog I was so glad that you were one of my followers/the people I follow! <3 I was so comfortable you have no idea and I think your blog is amazing and I truly wish you the best too. Your love story is so sweet and I can relate to it so much! I think it’s just so great to have someone to talk to when you can’t really talk to no one else. Someone you don’t even know personally but you know what I mean and I think that’s wonderful. How can somebody so far away help you through this? Thank you so much, i truly appreciate the time and effort you put into this blog and you’ve got a big heart to share your story and also to helps the other with LDR. <3 Also, I know you’re a big OTH fan, I am too! So i’m completely happy to be writing to you because Tree Hill it’s our home and it always helps and you’ve been there and me too and its a nice feeling to know that, too. <3 

Okay, I feel like i know you personally now. You love OTH, which means a lot of things. It tells me you’re very mature and you have priorities such as love, music, art and motivation towards the top, just like me. You know when you have something good, even great, and you don’t let it go. This is why I’m in a long distance relationship. Money, careers, education, success; it doesn’t mean anything if you’re not happy and you don’t have love. I don’t know how old you are but I’m 19 now and I did a lot of growing up because of OTH. A lot of people would think that’s ridiculous since it’s “just a show” but I’m sure you understand. I’ve been in an LDR since I was 17 and it really made me figure out who I am. When something is broken, you fix it, not throw it away. I think I reblogged something like that awhile ago, and it’s what keeps relationships alive. You need to work at it and really want it. Right now, my boyfriend and I have had to settle for emailing back and forth, because there’s a lot of things going on. I talked to him and heard his voice for the first time since May last week, and all the pain I’ve faced without him since May just disappeared. He just told me that he still wants to spend the rest of his life with me and told me he loves me about ten times. It was the most rewarding and relieving thing and I wouldn’t give that up for anything. So if you really think you could love this boy, absolutely go for it. If you’re old enough to go see him then do anything you can. If you aren’t, and you think he’s worth it, then wait. I’ve been waiting a long time, but every day we’re apart we’re just closer to being together. So stay strong and I consider you a friend now and I’ll always be here to talk.<3

I just got an ask that told me to stop telling people to follow me.

….what? I’ve never told anybody to follow me. I’m not tumblr famous, I don’t beg for followers, I have 106 of the bravest, strongest and most beautiful people out there. How could i possibly ask for more?

I love my followers, and I love the people in relationships with my followers.<3

i adore my boyfriend and i wish i could fast forward our time apart so we can just be together. 

wahhh!

i just talked to my boyfriend and heard his voice for the first time in 2 months, and I swear, it was like he was never gone at all. The second he said “Hi babygirl”, every little thing was magically okay again. 

But that’s what he’s always done best, erase the pain. And I can’t wait to be with him for the rest of my life.

Dear my beautiful followers,

I’d like to introduce you to my boyfriend, Dennis. I haven’t talked to him since May 31st, 2012 and I just cried and smiled looking at this for about 5 minutes before typing anything. This is just proof that no matter how bad things get, you can always look up. Things will always be looking up if you’re patient and just keep going through every day the best you can. I love my boyfriend. I love you Denny<3

5,000 miles apart and we still have fun. ;)

“I find the map and draw a straight line Over rivers, farms, and state lines The distance from ‘A’ to where you’d be It’s only finger-lengths that I see I touch the place where I’d find your face My fingers in creases of distant dark places I hang my coat up in the first bar There is no peace that I’ve found so far The laughter penetrates my silence As drunken men find flaws in science Their words mostly noises Ghosts with just voices Your words in my memory Are like music to me I’m miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms After I have travelled so far We’d set the fire to the third bar We’d share each other like an island Until exhausted, close our eyelids And dreaming, pick up from The last place we left off Your soft skin is weeping A joy you can’t keep in I’m miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground And I, I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms I’m miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground and I, I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms” 

Snow Patrol-Set the Fire to the Third Bar

I can’t wait to be with my boyfriend for the rest of my life. 

loudest thing in my head.

(via untames)

will get her through.